My Bleeding Heart

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I’m in the Hospital again.  I had so much fun yesterday at a party my friends threw for me and Michelle, but the whole while I knew I’d be heading to the Emergency room today.

Last week in Phoenix I could tell I was bleeding internally again.  Your poop can tell you things.  When it’s black tar you know your passing blood.  I knew.  My doctor here wanted me to go to the Emergency room in Phoenix, but when I got her message, I was boarding a plane.

So far, this isn’t the emergency like last time.  Then I was hemorrhaging and dizzy from the blood loss.  I feel pretty good now, but I’m still bleeding somewhere.

They are doing a GI Scope this afternoon to hopefully find and fix the problem.  I need it fixed because I need my bloodwork to get back up to par to start my new Chemo regimen soon.   Soon because my tumors are growing again and my liver is enlarged again.

I’m in a race and three laps behind and now I have a flat.  Hopefully it gets fixed and I can catch back up.

Don’t think I’m not still smiling.  I am and I will.  Life is too good not to smile 🙂

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Published by Tim Ard

Cancer Patient, Computer Geek, Photographer, House Builder, all around lover of life :) Edited by his daughter Ashley Wilson: Tim passed on Saturday, Sept 14th after battling pancreatic cancer since October 2018. Tim was loved by so many and will forever remembered as an amazing father, husband, brother, son, friend, photographer, and the list goes on. Remember Tim with the smile that he shared with us. We love you Dad!

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10 thoughts on “My Bleeding Heart”

  1. Oh gosh Tim! I’m praying hard for you to just get better quickly. All of your family of friends are ruiting for you to get better!

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  2. Still praying every day for you my friend, God will get you through this set back. Your smile is beautiful.

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  4. Tim saying prayers that they will be able to find where the blood is coming from and you will be home soon.

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  8. I’m praying for you and your doctors. Hoping they find the problem and get you on the mend. Keep up that positive attitude!!! ((Hugs))❤️❤️❤️

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  9. Prayers they find the bleeding spot and also to stop it 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻 You are always rocking a smile!! Hang in there!! ❤️
    Jodi Blohme

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  10. Oh Tim I am so sorry to hear this. I have been following you on this journey. I know you are tired. But I know you won’t give up. Sounds like you are in great hands, though. And I have to admit, I am missing your drone sunrises. SO, here’s to a great, new sunrise for you soon! Keep smilin’. Cindy McCrory

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